Tuesday, March 20, 2007

thank you for letting me go.

to whom it may concern,

i have recently come to realize how happy i am that we are no longer friends. i did not realize that over the last few years our friendship was a weight around my neck getting heavier and heavier and literally dragging me down. i think i could have easily drown. i really feel like now i can have a good life and succeed. i feel so light. you become the energy that surrounds you, and thank god, i have gotten your energy, and a few others, away from me.
i also realize now that there was not really anything left for me to be hanging around for. i got to where the only time i was really comfortable around you, and enjoyed being around you was when i was drinking. i really don't drink anymore, but when we were together i always felt like i had to. i always assumed it was because you were drinking, but that is not it. i now know it was because we no longer have anything in common. i didn't have anything to say to you if i didn't have a few drinks. i don't know why i was still hanging on, because the person i loved was already dead and gone. i guess i was just still in mourning. honey, today i am taking off that black dress.
our friendship was something i would have held on to for forever, because i did love you, and i would have drown trying to save you. i am so glad this story has a different ending. thank you for letting me go.

sincerely,
me

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Be careful what you wish for

To whom it may concern,
I can't say I didn't find some small joy out of this new news. I know I could help, in the way that I would help any of my close friends. However, you have chosen for us to no longer be friends. So, I find some joy out of your frustration, because you turning your back on me has bitten you in the ass. Now, none of that matters. I had decided to take my anger, and use it as motivation to make my life much better. You have just made that so much easier. I do feel bad for you, but mostly I would just like to laugh.

Good Luck,
me

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

i am jack's fiery ball of rage

to whom it may concern,
just so you know, i think you are a cunt. i think you are a pathetic person, and i am just amazed at the fact that you have the balls to be so arrogant, when in actuality you really suck as a person. you act as if you are so smart and so right all the time, when the rest of us know that you are really not all that smart and you are clinging to a dude who is only with you because you are a guaranteed lay. i'm not going to get in to him, but let's just say, he is nothing to be proud of either. your pathetic rant about you sister trying to kill you, there is only so many times that i can hear that. so because your life is so terrible, you think you need xanax, and because you can't even control that, your friend won't let you watch her kid anymore because you come over slurring your speech and steal their drugs. you are waste of my fucking oxygen!! how dare you make fun of others, when you can't even keep your shit straight! don't kid yourself, if you were so fucking special you wouldn't need to intoxicate yourself so much so you don't feel the pain of being such a fucking loser!!!

your friend,
me