karma is on my side

buffy,
thanks for finding my anonymous blog that i wrote over a year ago to help me through the dissolution of our friendship. it must have taken you a long time to find it. do you really have enough time to search all the blogs until you find one written about you? wow! well, now you've found it and outed me. do you feel better? do you feel accomplished? i know this is a reaction to my myspace blog. it amazes me that you assume everything is about you. hmm...

i am glad that lindsey finds it so funny. i assume she does realize that "i am jack's fiery ball of rage" was to her. i might be upset if i was so pathetic of a person that one of my best friends didn't trust me to watch her child and lied to me about it for 6 months because i endangered the child because i watched him while high. i guess that's the difference between us.

i really don't mind that you've found it. it was never really meant for anybody to read, but it is all true, and how i felt at the time. maybe for the sake of disclosure you should also post that last horribly rude and delusional email you sent me. maybe even all of them. you have offered before as a threat. please do. please post them. or i guess i could. i'll leave that up to you. i have no desire to air your personal stuff.

i really should stop reading your blog. it's like celebrity gossip, it is entertaining watching other people's drama. it just so happens i am not entertained by celebrity, so i watch you circle the drain instead. i am glad things are going better for you. i don't wish bad things upon you, i just don't want you in my life.

so, we have had this disscussion before, but it apparently bears repeating. please don't contact me again. i know this was not dirrectly, but you obviously wanted to get a rise out of me. i think it may be time that you let this go. don't you? good luck!


candice